Hello People,
I was considering what to write about for my two-week check-in, and this came to me while I was doing my Bible study about God being Lord of the Little Things (sounds like a B-rated fantasy movie!)
Anyway, a question was on what are some things you pray about that you think are really miniscule or insignificant, and I answered "parking spaces". I mean, come on, who here hasn't prayed for one to open up whilst waiting for the oblivious hoodie-headed teen with earbuds to notice your presence and back up his jalopy so you can squeeze in between two SUV's?
On pondering when and why I pray for parking spaces, I had this flood of observations. Sometimes when I pray, I get to park right by the door! I exclaim, "Thanks, God!" and am happy at His quick and perfect provision. My usual m.o., however, is that I have to park in what is affectionately named "The Pit" at work. To demonstrate our superior customer service we must park the farthest distance from the building as possible, especially during sales. We then have to hike up a steep driveway dodging oncoming traffic in both directions with the wind blowing our hairdos to bits. When we finally reach the back door, we have to scrunch down to type in a code in a little box where the number positions always change and the l.e.d. lighting is practically invisible in blaring sunlight. But I digress...
At other times I've been shown where not to park, often by well-meaning honks when I inevitably drive down the wrong-angled lane in those one-way diagonal lanes, at which I gamely back out and wave, like they've done me a favor.
Speaking of helpers, there have been times downtown when I've prayed for a parking space and only a parallel parking spot opens up. Gulp. I mean, I passed my driving test, but I'd rather walk three extra blocks than try and wedge my car in sideways. There was one miraculous time I prayed for a space and actually had a man wave to me and direct me to a parallel space, which I then unfortunately tried to angle into for the next five minutes while this fellow and onlookers stared at me with the "crazy woman driver" gaze in their eyes. A gentleman from out of nowhere rapped on my driver's window, and in a thick Indian accent asked me if I would like him to park the car for me! I breathed, "Yes", with relief, and he knackily angled in my tiny four-door, smiled sardonically, and left. The first man then demanded that I tip him for directing me to my shame. The nerve! Still, I had a parking space.
There are other times when I pray for a space and have to stalk people to their cars. Yes, literally. My car, which I've affectionately named "Kitten", is practically silent to the naked ear. At least, this is my theory when I creep along behind ambling pedestrians down an entire row of parked cars and wait...When they finally do back out, they glance at me in surprise, as if seeing my car for the first time. Still, persistence pays off, and I have a parking space.
The most desperate prayer I pray in parking lots is, "Lord, Where's My Car?!!" For a while I had an autostart that would toot a cute little horn ditty for me and I would follow the sound like a homing beacon. Most embarrassing when the car was directly behind me. For the majority of my driving life, however, I have not had that luxury. While I stride purposely down each lane so as not to look like a vulnerable female, I silently send up stress flares of Help, Lord! Where??" Eventually I find my car, or stumble upon it through Divine Providence. Really.
What I've discovered amidst all this parking lot prayer is that God is always there. He rewards those who diligently seek Him, and loves that I come to Him about little things like parking spaces. He always rewards me with a space. God always provides. Like life, sometimes I get what I want or need right away. At other times, I have to sacrifice and walk the extra mile, enduring hardship for the sake of Christ. Often, the Lord will warn me away from something I think I want, either by that internal gut feeling of the Spirit, or by using the realities of confrontation to correct me. At other times I simply have to rely on the help of the Body of Christ to move me into what He's given me. While I pray to Him, He reminds me through reliance on other people that I'm still not an island. He's good that way.
I've discovered that God rewards my tenacity. Sometimes He requires me to "keep asking, seeking, and knocking". When I completely lose my way, He is the God of the Desperate. He calms my heart and guides me with His eyes.
I've discovered a lot, but what can I say? God is God. He is "above all, in all, and through all". And He will work everything together for my good.
BOY do I know this God! He's also the God of lost keys, misplaced glasses, stuck ATM cards, etc. He truly cares about the little things.
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Yes, He does. He's a good God.
ReplyDeleteJessica you've done it again!!! I love how your thoughts bring reality to my life, and how even in what appears to be "small" and perhaps even insignificant needs "GOD IS IN CONTROL"!!!! No matter how ridicule it seems, He's always there, tonight God has blessed me through your heart "Lovely Lady" :)
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